My First Time

[c9]

Last night I had my first (that I recall right now) dream about an LJ friend. It's someone I've never met, and who is not really into boys, but in my dream I was way into him.

Somehow I walked in on him showering or getting changed, but only got a tiny glance at his body. I must have also been exposed, because I clearly remember deciding that I would not rest until I got a better look at him naked.

Later on, clearly things had changed, because I remember him telling me that he and leapfish were going to go off and fool around, and then later he and I would be fooling around. Obviously this was not my first choice of arrangement, but it was OK.

That's when I started to wake up. I took the train into Toronto yesterday ad today to teach, and I was quite paranoid that I would miss the train, so today I was waking up pretty much every ten minutes (sometimes less!) starting at 4am. Not fun. Now I have to be energetic and happy at work, and I'm really neither. Bleh.

What does my dream mean, World Wide Web?

Comments

[thespos]

Are you into said LJer in real life? On a crush level, I mean.

Maybe you feel that if he were into boys, he would be interested in V. first, or that if you were to bring in a third, you would still share.

I actually admire that your commitment to V. carried over into your dream. :-)

[c9.livejournal.com]

I should have phrased that as "I'd rather we were all three together"

I'm minorly into him, but just in a "hey, he's kinda cute" way. Not beyond, at least on a conscious level. :)