Sick of Work
(I wonder if I could win a prize for using "sick" in so many journal entries.)
I'm not teaching today, and I'm not teaching tomorrow. And some people at my office are, not maliciously, making me feel guilty about being sick. I HATE feeling like my job is at risk because I have a sore throat. FUCK! Just pisses me off. Everyone is overworked and stressed, so tomorrow my scheduler is actually going to teach my course for me. She actually is an instructor, covering for our regular schedule who's on maternity-leave.
Normally I'd just give in and teach, but I know that if I do I'll end up staying sick longer. I taught sick last week and here I am on more drugs. ARGH. So I stand my ground and tell them 'sure, I'll be at work for most of the day, and sure, I'll do other work, even some of your work, but I can't teach.' And now, the fact that I'm here now for part of the day, and willing to be here for part of the day tomorrow, is likely leading some to question whether I'm sick at all. It's happened before.
I really hope we end up deciding on the UK. I need to get out of here, I think.
I'm not teaching today, and I'm not teaching tomorrow. And some people at my office are, not maliciously, making me feel guilty about being sick. I HATE feeling like my job is at risk because I have a sore throat. FUCK! Just pisses me off. Everyone is overworked and stressed, so tomorrow my scheduler is actually going to teach my course for me. She actually is an instructor, covering for our regular schedule who's on maternity-leave.
Normally I'd just give in and teach, but I know that if I do I'll end up staying sick longer. I taught sick last week and here I am on more drugs. ARGH. So I stand my ground and tell them 'sure, I'll be at work for most of the day, and sure, I'll do other work, even some of your work, but I can't teach.' And now, the fact that I'm here now for part of the day, and willing to be here for part of the day tomorrow, is likely leading some to question whether I'm sick at all. It's happened before.
I really hope we end up deciding on the UK. I need to get out of here, I think.
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Does the doctor have any thoughts on why it's so persistent?
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I've been noticing a drop in the quality of my verbalization lately. Sad. Must return to English class. Make me talk good.
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Luckily, the person I said it to chimed in with "Me fail English? That's unpossible!" Lawyers are such nerds.
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I'm just thinking that the severance package should be weighed against the emotional health, and the appropriate departure point (soon but not yet?) selected.
We will not have the money to apply on June 1st. :-(
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I'm not so worried about convincing the British High Commission of our solvency as I am of actually being solvent once there. Maybe we could win a small lottery or something.
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Selling stuff is doable though. Speakers, computer parts, the TV... lots of possibilities.
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Such people will surely rot in hell. But I'm just saying.